I usually don't get too lonely. But ironically, the more I am around other people the more lonely I feel. I think it's because sitting around talking about meaningless social chit-chat is just unfulfilling when what I really want is someone to share my heart and soul with.
The other thing is that usually I am perfectly happy living a celibate life. But sometimes I really miss being held in big, strong arms. Tonight I was hanging out with this guy and some other people. We are totally just friends, nothing else going on there. But when he sat down beside me it was like all these little electrical fuzzies spread out from my heart. I could hardly breathe. And all I could think about was how nice it would feel to be wrapped in his arms.
Sheesh! Disgusting!
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